Extreme Birder is a real book!

I received the advance copy today. It's strange - it's so recognizable and so strange. How can my text and my photos and my artwork and my poems come together to be a finished book? There's a big disconnect between imagining getting a book published and the real thing! I'm sure it will be even more disconcerting to see boxes and boxes of my books, but I'm looking forward to the disconcertedness!